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The whole armor of God

2012-01-21T08:13:00.000-08:00

As Christians we grow accustomed to being attacked. We know that when we put forth the effort to grow, and get closer to our Lord and savor the Devil comes after us. One of the many blessings God has given us is his armor.

Ephesians 6:10-17

Ephesians 6:10 “Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his Might.” We must be strong in the Lord. He gives us strength. In 1 Peter 5:8 “Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:” The Lord seeks us, but he's not the only one. The Devil seeks us out as well. He wants to tempt us, and draw us away from the church. James 1:14” but every man is tempted, when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed.” The Devil is going to do his best to make us weak. He doesn't want us to fight, or even know we have power over him, but we do. James 2:19 “the devils also believe, and tremble.” We know we have power, and even the devils tremble. We must be ready though, and we can do that with the whole armor of God.

Ephesians 6:11 “Put on the whole armor of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.” Now wiles here means schemes or plans. The Devil is always thinking of different ways to entice us. When your working for the Lord., building on your faith, and growing closer to Jesus the Devil is going to attack you.

Ephesians 6:12 “For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.” Our battle isn't a fist fight. There are not any worldly weapons used. We're fighting against the darkness and temptations the Devil brings our way. Now spiritual wickedness is several things. There are fallen angels, and demons. Not only will the Devil come your way, but those who follow him. Don't be discouraged though. Matthew 16:18 “Upon this rock I will build my church, and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it.”

Ephesians 6:13 “Wherefore take unto you the whole armor of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.” As anyone else in the world we have good and bad days. Regardless we are blessed. One of the reasons we are blessed even on bad days is that we have power that God gave us. We have his armor.

Ephesians 6:14 “Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;” What is the truth? Jesus is the truth. He said in John 14:6 “I am the way, the truth, and the life:” Now the loins girt or belt is what helps hold a lot of the armor together. People wonder about our faith, spiritual lives and so forth. That's built around the knowledge and understand of what the truth is; the word. The word is Jesus. Now the breastplate is righteousness represents holy character and moral conduct. Our obedience to the truth which is the word produces righteousness.

Ephesians 6:15 “About your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;” Roman shoulders wore footwear called caligae. This enable to soldiers to have better movement. It made it a lot easier to attack their enemy instead of standing there to take the punishment before attacking back. When we know the Devil is coming our way we don't need to wait for him to kick us to the ground. We must advance against the Devil and take the fight to him. The gospel gives us peace. Because of that peace we take the promises God has given us to heart, and that makes us a very power opponent for the Devil to face.

Ephesians 6:16 “Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench the fiery darts of the wicked.” How do we have faith? We know God's promises that he gives us, and greatly believe in them. For that reason alone it protects us from the doubts the Devil tries to put in our mind.

Ephesians 6:17 “And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:” Now we already have that helmet. The salvation that Jesus gave us when we accepted him into our lives. Now the last piece of armor really isn't armor. It's the sword of the Spirit. Giving us power through the word which is our weapon against the Devil.

Now that we have the armor to protect us, and the sword to attack the Devil. What will you do with it? Will you simply use it when your being attacked, or will you take the fight to the Devil and show him that he has no power over you?

Sorry

2012-01-15T07:36:00.001-08:00

Sorry for nothing new this week. Been studying for my CDL's. Hopefully next week I will have a new post for you all.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

How to Pray

2012-01-04T10:42:00.000-08:00

I understand as a new Christian you may not know how to pray. If you don't hear other prayers then you may still be lost. Prayer is very personal. This is our talk with our Lord and God. I know when I first started out my prayer was more then likely bad. Yet the Bible gives us a solid foundation to learn how to pray. After we understand the basic's of praying then we add in things where it's more personal for us. I know when I pray the best place for me is in my Truck. I know it's an odd place, but it's the only place I truly feel alone with the Lord. I can sing songs, and pray without the thought of someone else hearing me or staring at me. Though I'm sure when my arms are going all over the place or someone looks at me as they pass me they probably think I'm a nut job. We all need to find a place that we are comfortable praying out, and were we can be alone. Which is also taught in the scripture.

Matthew 6:5-15

Versus 5-8 describe how not to pray. Do not pray out in the open where people can see you. Prayer is for private communication not public communication where you try to uplift yourself by praying in front of others. Find your prayer closet where your alone, and focused. Also when you pray don't do so where you repeated say the same phrase over and over. I know when you praise him this tends to happen, but don't ask for forgiveness of your sin's over, and over, and over, and over. Remember the Father knows your needs before you ask them. Asking once is good enough.

Now to break down 9-15.
Matthew 6:9 - “After this manner therefor pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven.” You start off by acknowledging God. “Hallowed be thy name.” Secondly you give him praise. If your wonder Hallowed means; to be held in reverence and holy awe. By doing this we gain his attention.

Matthew 6:10 - “Thy kingdom come. Thy will be doe in earth, as it is in heaven.” Here not only do we show God's reign with thy kingdom come, but we're also saying that let your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Basically that means that let your will be done by me obeying you. Doing what God wants me to do, and not what I want to do. It's not easy to always submit yourself to the will of God but as Christians it's very important to do so.

Matthew 6:11 - “Give us this day our daily bread.” God provides for us daily. Our clothes, food, homes, and everything else. We blesses us throughout the entire day, and this is us asking for our daily blessings. Trusting that he will give us whatever we need for the day.

Matthew 6:12 - “And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.” Forgive us of our Sins, but also forgive those who sin against us.

Matthew 6:13 - “And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory, for ever. Amen.” Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil; is meaning that while we are tempted and tested we need to pray about those test. The devil tempts, and our own lust tempts us. God does not tempt us with evil things. The end is a way we are praising him. This is his Kingdom, he has the power, and glory forever.

Matthew 6:14-15 - “For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you: but if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.” I understand it's hard to forgive others. Yet in order for us to move on, and continue to our goal which is Heaven we have to forgive others. If we can't forgive someone then how can God forgive us? You read in Ephesians 4:32 “and be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you.”

I hope this helped someone in same way.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

James 1:19-20

2012-01-01T05:51:00.001-08:00

James 1: 19-20 “Wherefore, my beloved brethen, let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak, and slow to wrath: for the wrath of man worketh not the righteousness of God.”
The focus here is slow to wrath. Often in times; myself particular; I tend to get frustrated over different events that occurs in my life. Over time as these events stack up one after another I get to the point that I have to rant and rave. These events leave not only disappointment, but my mind is also boggled. As a Christian my focus in life is to not gain understanding in Sin. It is to gain understand in the Word, and Jesus. I know it's surprising but I'm not perfect (funny). For all have sinned and fallen short of the Glory of God (Romans 3:23). Even though there are times I fall short I do know this. He that is in me is greater then that of the world (1 John 4:4). What is in me? It's the Spirit. What is the world? That's the flesh. Now our flesh wants us to do worldly things. This can be anything that isn't spiritual like not being slow to speak, and slow to wrath.

Getting so angry that we can't help but tare what happened down. Could be anything. Work problems, family problems, and even getting so upset at yourself for making a mistake. All these things can take a toll on us. I know it does me. It's one of my biggest problems if not the biggest in my life. When I was a younger Christian I would get so upset at myself that not only did I roll off the mountain, but now I laid in a six foot hole that I dug for myself. It's hard not to let your mistakes drag you down even further. I already mentioned that we're going to fall short from time to time. We always have a constant battle with our flesh, and there are times that we are so worn out that it will get the better of us. Yet there's even more to remember. In 1 Corinthians 10:13 we read that God will bring us out of any situation we can not handle. He wont see us suffer, and make an escape for us.
Once you get to a point where you truly do feel like your at your wit's end Jesus will bring you out of it. During these events of frustration, and working to keep ourselves a float in a spiritual relationship with Jesus we need to make sure we seek him. You can read in Psalms 27:4-5 that we have security when we seek him. When I get the feeling that my blood pressure is raising, and I feel like I'm about to turn big and green to go Hulk Smash on someone I need to seek the Lord. Just because it's something that I don't agree with I don't need to let it drag me down. Sin only brings forth death (James 1:15), and death in Sin has you burning in a lake of fire. Not some where I want to hang out.

As a Christian I need to understand that even if I let frustration get the better of me that I need to remember. I messed up, and don't let it drag me into the hole at the bottom of the mountain. To know that my Spirit is greater then my flesh. Pray to the Lord about a situation I can not handle, and let him bring me out. After that I need to know that he will keep me safe.

I read in the Bible at Matthew 7:7-8 that if I ask I will receive. Now you can read in the book of James that we don't need to ask for things we already have, or received blessing wise. Most importantly in times of need, and times of peace we need to seek our Lord Jesus, and have trust in him. We need to be diligent in finding him.

I read in the Bible(Psalm 14:2) that those who seek him in return he seeks them as well. Regardless of how frustrating things may get do not allow it to drag you down. Not only that, but know to always seek the Lord and trust him. He'll bring you out of the situation and protect you.

He's always blessed me. He's done so much more for me then I even deserve. Just him dying for my sins was enough, and yet when Jesus said I'd never leave you, nor forsake you. He meant it. He's always been there at the best, and worst times of my life. Yet each and every day I'm blessed.

Don't let the bad things in life be greater then the blessings you receive. You don't tell Jesus how big a mountain is, but you tell that mountain how big Jesus dis. You want to make things better you seek Jesus diligently, with a true heart, and put the Kingdom of God first. Everything after that will fall in place, and you'll be greatly blessed for it.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

To long

2011-12-27T06:44:00.000-08:00

It's not that I've forgotten about this blog. I've just basically been busy on other things.

What is the world coming to?

2011-05-20T00:24:00.000-07:00

It's currently 3:25 AM and I'm awake. If you know me very well then you know I'm asleep at this time. Due to some recent events tonight that I wont speak of I was woke from my wonder slumber. After it was all said and done it's depressing that regardless of how good you are to someone it can bite you in the butt. Years, and years ago people use to help one another. I've good three good friends that we take turns buying lunch for each other, movie tickets, gas, etc... It's what buddies do. This is one problem I have with being a Christian. It's really hard for me to forgive someone that I've been more then good to and then it back fire on me. To be honest when that happens I drop that person like a rock, and leave them there. I really want to say that I still love that person. I do hope they change, and get into Church. Everyone needs Jesus in their life. If people would focus less on sinning, and focus more on love the world would be much different. That's the problem with this world. We're to much worried about our fun instead of taking care of others. I do wish everyone changes. At the same time I'm not naive. I still have faith and hope. Please pray for me as I work through this new event in my life. I pray I learn something, and it brings me closer to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Day's like these

2011-05-08T08:42:00.001-07:00

Day's like these are not days I enjoy. I remember the past everyday of my life. I can hear the sounds in my ears, and the imagines in my eyes. Like a illusion that never goes away. A drastic day that greatly changed my life. Every day I see the changes, and her death reminds me of it. More so on days of celebration and praise. When I can't turn and see the smile and the loud joyful laugh she gave me. As others are joyful I morn the lose of someone so great to me. I dearly miss my Mother. She was and always will be my greatest friend. Someone that can never be replaced. Just to have one day to talk about all the things have happened since. To hear her advice, and to know that she understands me more then any else.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

I can't handle it anymore.....

2011-05-04T07:42:00.000-07:00

People that are ignorant on subject's shouldn't speak. It makes my soul cringe. I cringe inside. What people don't remember is that Bush pushed so hard for us to invade that his ratings dropped. People screamed, and begged for him to pull our troops out. Ten years later Obama gives the command to kill him. Guess who get's the praise? Not the man that did what he felt was right regardless of how the nation felt about him. Now Obama's approval rating is going up. A man that wishes to force this nation into socialism. They man doesn't care one bit about the little people. The hard working men and women that are in the lower class. There is no middle class folks. Your either comfortable, or you work hard for your money. Families are losing everything they own because people don't have jobs. Obama doesn't even support our military and people are praising him for having Bin Laden killed. You know who really deserves the praise? Those that fight for this nation. Not a man that didn't get us there. Good grief people if you live in a state that is supported by coal how do you vote him? If your a Christian how do you vote for a man that has abortion in his health care plan?

How do you vote for a man who says one thing and doesn't do it. Fool me once shame on you. Fool me twice shame on me. Our Nation was fooled once. I pray we're not fooled again.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Just an update.

2011-02-24T07:40:00.003-08:00

All of you are probably on my facebook. You know I had surgery for a hernia, and that I'm getting over it. I reformatted my laptop, and lost the link to my own blog lol I know I fail.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Much on my mind...

2010-10-11T18:53:00.001-07:00

In truth I don't post enough on my blog. Not only that it doesn't get the amount of content it should that runs through my mind. I have a lot on my mind. I have for a long time for that matter. I wonder to myself a lot to why I am still alive. It's nothing in depression. I can assure you of that. I have meet death face to face far to many times. Not a lot of people walk away from the things I have, nor be able to smile and laugh again after such experiences. Life in itself is precious. The bond that we form with our family, friends, and loved ones. In a lot of ways it is what pushes some forward. To get to see that one person again. Sadly some of us lose that person. Some of us have so many we wish to see that we can not visit everyone.

I myself know many people from many different places. Different ages, social groups, and so forth. I don't consider myself a geek, a prep, or a popular kid. I was never short in friends, or short in having the ability of making new ones.

I have been blessed with something, and feel the need to use it. Yet I do not fully understand what that ability is, and what God wishes of me. Sometimes I am dim witted, and not able to see things clearly. Other times something hits me and my vision is far clearer then it once was. I feel, understand, and see much.

What is it you want of me Lord? How do I go about your business and touch all the lives you mean me to. Please Lord show me the path that I am suppose to walk. I will brave it alone, and carry the burdens of those that are unable to walk on their own.

Please show me the way, and I'll take it.

It's amazing

2010-08-25T16:40:00.000-07:00

Recently I've really gotten back into Church, but it's not only that. I'm really applying the Lord in my life, and opening myself up to him. It's amazing how letting him into your heart will Bless you. I was driving down the road for work, and just let go. I started to praise him for the wonderful things he has done for me, and I felt the Holy Spirit come down to me. The chill that I get, and the feeling is unlike any other. Here is a few scripture's I want to share.

Psalm 24:9
Lift up your heads, O ye gates; even even lift them up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in.

Jeremiah 29:11-12
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Then shall ye call upon me and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you.

Hebrews 10:22
Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience, and our bodies washed with pure water.

James 5:16
Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.

Seek him and he'll come to you. Lift up your face to the Lord and worship him. Pray whole heartedly, and with faith. He will Bless you for seeking him.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

To long...

2010-08-11T03:58:00.000-07:00

It's been to long since I've posted on my blog, and a lot has happened since then. I got locked out of my blog for some reason but got it fixed. Went to Tenn. on vacation. Got nut hurt while on vacation, and been playing magic the gathering like always. Made top 4 the last two weeks, and will probably play the same deck friday night. Though U/W Titan Control is a ton of fun. Also NFL is back soon. I missed football.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Frustration has set in...

2010-07-06T19:48:00.001-07:00

Ever since DC I feel like I've been on a roller coaster. I'd like to hope that I'm an intelligent person. Not only that but the actions of my Father continue to frustrate me. One day his home, and land will be mine. I want to take care of it. To pour my soul into it in hopes of it not only being prosperous but beautiful. Yet I am fighting a battle I know I can't win. No matter how much I do it is never enough. Less then a day of my efforts everything is once more a mess. Yet my Father feels he has the right to lecture me? That I need to set aside time from my friends, and the few things I truly enjoy to endure a losing a battle? I am in a war which I can not win. No matter how much I focus, or try.

It is like I should be spend every hour doing something to keep up my home and land. In order for it to be truly beautiful I would have to. I do not mind to make changes to the landscape, because it is something I want to do. Yet I can not pant on a dirty canvas. I can not draw on something that is already drawn on.

I do not know, but the stress of my own frustrations is driving me over the edge.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Tourney Report DC

2010-05-26T03:41:00.000-07:00

I came to a conclusion over the weekend. If I'm going to play competitive Magic then I need to play good deck's. Don't get wrong. My G/W Mid Range deck is great against Jund and Control, but fails to heavy aggro deck's. Not only that but the last two weeks I've been getting killed by the shuffle beast. Getting stuck on two lands is not going to help me win the game.

Not only that but I got sick while in DC which blows. I'm going to work today sick because memorial day is close. If it wasn't for that I'd take the rest of the week off. That's how I roll.

Regardless if I'm going to do well I have to play other stuff, and I've been wanting to play control for so long it's silly. I have my chance now.

So I'm going to be either playing one of these decks for Columbus. Jund, Super Friends, U/W Control, or Polymorph.

Jund isn't control but it's still one of the best, if not the best deck's around. I'd play Mythic but I hate it with a passion. Yes it can blow up and do stupid things, but it dies to board sweepers and it's still not consistent. Where if I'm playing Control or Jund it doesn't matter. Cascade and card draw gives me the advantage.

Also, Sarkhon the Mad is an amazing planeswalker. Most def under rated.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Getting closer....

2010-05-20T05:32:00.000-07:00

I hadn't been walking in a while, and went this morning. Mainly the reason I don't is my feet hurt stupid bad. I stretched decently this morning before hand, and my feet didn't start to hurt till over the half way point which was awesome.

Also I'm leaving tomorrow morning for DC. Yesterday I didn't really do anything as far as magic cards go. No reading, playing, etc... I do need to through my binder today or tomorrow and put stuff in it that are in sleeve's but not getting played.

I'm trying to keep my mind clear, and think about other things. Stay relaxed and keep everything in order. I wrote down the directions yesterday, and cleaned out dad's truck. All left to do is to make sure I got what I want to wear clean, and pack it up. I'll probably clean my room some tomorrow too. Also I have to get my Mother's flower's taken care of before I leave too.

All in all everything is coming together.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Sigh

2010-05-17T04:51:00.000-07:00

I done something stupid because I'm trying to build my deck online. I spent money out of my debt card which is for DC. Not only do I have to get money from my Dad to help me go to DC, but I'm having to use more. Strange thing is he's fine with it. Normally he would have been upset. I am for doing something retarded and being my click happy self. Over the last few days my Dad has been really cool. Well over the last long while. My Dad is always going to do something silly that I have to go do, or he's just to lazy to do it himself. That's just my Dad. He's always been like that. He has big plans, and none of them involves him doing them himself lol

I do love my Dad, and care for him deeply regardless of how upset he makes me sometimes.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Oh the pain...

2010-05-13T04:52:00.000-07:00

I don't know what it is from, or if it's a number of things. Anytime I go walking the outside of my feet hurt so bad. I nearly want to cry as I walk it's so painful. I can stretch my toes out and it hurts even more after I get done. I quickly get off of my feet for a while since it is the only way to relieve the pain. I did do some stretches this morning and the pain didn't come as soon. Usually starts within a quarter mile of the 1.2 miles I walk. I'm not sure if it's because I'm so over weight, or the lack of being in shape. It does seem to start hurting less and less with each session of walking, but that's not everyday like it should be.

I pray God gives me the motivation to walk every day possible. Not because I want to look a certain way to get a chick, or to make my Dad happy. I do it for me. To feel like the way I use to be.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

And so...

2010-05-04T18:07:00.000-07:00

I began to get myself ready for DC. Sadly it is pretty much forcing me to push everyone away on the weekends. For once I need to go into a major tournament much more focused then I have been in the past. I'm going to play as much as I can over the weekends and make sure I understand how to play against certain decks.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Yesterday was a better day...

2010-05-02T07:09:00.000-07:00

If you happened to read my blog late Friday night or sometime yesterday you found out I had a terrible Friday night playing Magic. I'll be honest with you. My soul was crushed. Mythic which I still call Bant, isn't better then the old list. That's my thoughts on it. It still has to have that nuts and bolts in your hand and get the draw's to go along with it. Mass Removal = auto lose.

So Friday night I didn't fall asleep till 12. Mostly due to Kayla texting me all of a sudden, not that I minded. I could sleep in, or so I thought. Six am rolls around and guess who is up? Your right, it's me. I laid in bed for an hour and could not fall back asleep. My mind started turning and moving, and I just went ahead and got up. Got breakfast, cleaned up, and hit the mall for a bit. I visited the Sprint store in hopes of getting a new phone, and guess what. I didn't get one xD If I go to an Instinct I have to change plans, and blackberries cost a ton. So I put a smile on my face and walked out. I'm probably going to get a personal plan for myself at one point, but there are other things on my mind.

I get to the shop I play at early. Like around 11:30 to 12. Their having a sneak peek for Yugioh. Hurray I think, well not really. While that is getting ready to go I talk to the owner for a bit. He knew I wasn't happy with Mythic and I've been wanting to run a G/W deck for years. So I'm talking with Matt, the shop owner. I ask him about the Stoneforge Mystic package. It seems nice, but is it really that good? It might be to be honest, but I wasn't willing to try it out. I wanted to run more of a Mid-range deck, and we start filling it out. I basically had a list, and he helped me with the adjustments. Hooked me up with four Vengevine which filled his pockets more. I spend a lot at Matts, and I'm sure he appreciates it. Once we have the main board full we go to the sideboard. It was pretty simple to work out to be honest. Wasn't sure to run Windstorm or Day of Judgment. Decided Day was better for a number of reason's. Especially the U/W control deck's that like's to Marital Coup and run Sphinx of Jawr Isle. So with my new G/W list I was worried about how resilient my deck would be. Here is my deck list.

Creatures: 25
4x Student of Warfare
4x Steppe Lynx
4x Kor Skyfisher
4x Knight of the Reliquary
4x Vengevine
4x Baneslayer Angel
1x Thornling

Spells: 11
3x Path to Exile
3x Oblivion Ring
3x Gideon Jura
2x Elspeth, Knight-Errant

Lands: 24
4x Stirring Wildwood
4x Sunpetal Grove
3x Misty Rainforest
3x Marsh Flast
1x Sejiri Steppe
5x Plains
4x Forest

Sideboard: 15
3x Kor Firwalker
3x Day of Judgment
3x Great Sable Stag
3x Kor Sanctifiers
2x Pithing Needle
1x path to Exile

You probably think I'm crazy if you look at the list, or wonder why? Simply fact is I hate mana dorks. They made me insane. After playing Bant and watching me lose my dudes for that early smash face and it not happen irked my soul. You see Knight of the Reliquary but no Lotus Cobra. Reason for that is I feel Lotus Cobra is overrated. Another card I dislike.

The most interesting, and crazy card in the deck is Vengevine. It is amazing. Especially with Kor Skyfisher in my hand. They never go away unless you waste a Path on it, and that leave you with Baneslayer Angel to deal with if your playing withing with white in it. Gideon is crazy good, and with Elspeth next to him on the board it's insane. The true tech of the deck is the Skyfisher's. Being able to bounce themselves if Vengevine is in the graveyard, or the O-rings just does stuff. Also after sideboard it does more stuff. I can use Pithing Needle on a new target, and even use Kor Sanctifier's on new stuff. There are some good tech there.

Sadly our Grand Pre Trial was small. We had 28 people at FNM, and only 10 at the GPT. Really? I guess most of them wouldn't have went to DC if they won. With full intent of redeeming myself after last night I step into my first round.

Round 1
2-1
It's a U/W combo deck that grab's the Eldrazi's out of the Sideboard and put them into play. Problem is I played the deck about 11 times earlier to get a feel for mine. I won 9 out of 11 games pre-board. I didn't bother to sideboard because someone else was playing the deck. He had been out of magic for like four months. He's a good player, but when your playing a combo deck that your not use to playing your going to make mistakes. Nothing amazing happened in this round. I one game one easily. Game two I got mana screwed on two lands forever in the day. Game three he had the combo, but no target for it and I easily go tit.

Round 2
1-2
R/W Koros
The guy is a pretty good player. I don't consider him great because of his attitude. He's a nice guy, but he gives off that he's better then you. It's not that bad, and most player's probably don't notice it. I lost this round due to a sideboard mistake. His deck is crazy fast though. He does Sigil's, Collar's, and Adventure's Gear with eight fetches, and he has eight Landfall guys. The lynx and pleatted guy.

Game One:
-4 Steppe Lynx
-1 Thornling
-1 Baneslayer
-1 Gideon

+3 Kor Firewalker
+1 Path to Exile
+3 Kor Sanctifier's

I know against his deck I need to be pretty fast. Only issue is due to most of his dude's being white, and his spell's white Kor Firewalker does nothing for me. Luckly game two I get Gideon out, and followed with a Baneslayer to get there. He got me down to two life. He didn't want to admit that Gideon turned that game around, and it easily done so. Game three I play my Firewalker and he most sits there and does nothing. He over extends bad on me and I'm trying to get back into the game. I realize that if I would have put the Day's in over the Firewalker's I'd won that game. Happens when your not use to playing with your deck. Total of 14 games leading to round 2. I took my lost gracefully, and knew if I was going to make it into the top four I need to win out.

Round 3
2-1
Mono Green Eldrazi Ramp
I like this kid, and he's a good kid. He lacks some skill though, but his deck is interesting, and a big pain. He get's a lot of plant tokens out on me, does the Wolfbair for a ton on me, and he's getting Garruk up to four to Overrun me. During this time I've got a Student of Warfare out, and three Knight of the Reliquary. I had gotten him down to 14 with the Student before he just masses tokens and other things till he can Overrun with them or cast an Eldrazi. Luckly I run one Seriji Steppe. So I keep the Knights fetching lands, and getting themselves bigger. He puts to Garruk up to four, and I fetch more lands, get a Knight up to 14/14 and Steppe on my turn. Call green and I win. A sigh of relief. He win's game two due to his All is Dust. Which makes me sad. He starts ramping early on me, but I feel solid. My hand is a Student, Vengevine, Elspeth, and Baneslayer. Needless to say I get moving and get him down. He's upset, but that's understandable. When you build a deck that you have so much faith in it's hard to take a lost. I know this from experience.

Round 4
2-1
U/W Tap Out Control
I'll be honest from the start. I don't like this kid. He's obviously arrogant. No one at the shop but his close friends like him, and all of them are arrogant to a degree as well. I also knew he wasn't a skilled player. He feels he is. It drives me crazy cause the way he talks and acts about his players. Naturally he's playing a solid deck, and I wanted to beat him for a number of reason's. One to put him into his place, and two I wanted to hit DC with those bye's.

Game 1: It goes fairly quick. I try my best to fight through the wall's, but with a Jace out I can't do much without Vengevine in play. He ultimates me with his Jace and I shrug. I'll explain one reason I don't like the kid. He does a turn one Celestial Colonnade, and I go turn one Student of Warfare. He's like, "Well I guess that's ok and sticks." I'm like, really? I told him hard to counter something when he has no open mana, and he continues with this form of attitude the whole game.

Game 2:
-4 Steppe Lynx
-1 Thornling
-1 Baneslayer Angel
-1 Gideon Jura
-1 Student of Warfare
-1 Knight of the Reliquary

+3 Day of Judgment
+2 Pithing Needle
+1 Path to Exile
+3 Kor Sanctifier's.

So we get started with game two, and we get gone. I've got a solid hand. Right lands and so forth so we take off. I do a turn one Pithing Needle into Jace. Doesn't take long for him to O-Ring my Pithing Needle and the battle begins. He get's a sphinx down but at this time I've got two Vengevine's rolling. I've got a Kor Skyfisher in my hand among other things. I think one or two Baneslayers and one Gideon. He start's getting Jace doing it's thing and looking at the top card of my deck. I decide to complete ignore Jace. I knew I'd get into something to fix the issue, and it didn't take to long. I find my second Pithing Needle thanks to him turning cards to the bottom of my deck, and cancel out that Jace. Shortly after I get a kick Kor Sanctifier off on his O-ring and call Celestial Colonnade with my new Needle. Over time double Vengevine fights through the single Sphinx he had out, and the Wall's I was having to blast through.

Game 3:
He sided some more on me, and find out soon what it is. He does a turn two Deprive on my Knight of the Reliquary. Didn't bother me. He's suppose to slow me down, and not himself. I get a Needle out quickly and call Jace once more. He does his attitude thing and we continue to go back and forth. I quickly get him down to three life using my Stirring Wildwood and a few dudes I had. I finally get one Vengevine out, and get a Gideon out as well. He path's my Vengevine when I swing with. Next turn he Coup's for seven. I have Gideon get all his dudes to attack Gideon. I got him down to three life, and he was stuck without any token's after I Day'ed him. I pass the turn since he has open mana at this point for his Celestial Colonnade, and he passes the turn. His buddy claims he has a chance, and he might have. I topped deck my Path I needed, and made my Wildwood a dude to swing. He's like, "You got the Path?" I show it and take the win. He seems fine with losing since I gave him such good games, but the rest of the night he was around watching and talking with his friends you can tell he was upset.

Top 4

Top 4 was interesting. U/W Wall Control, R/W Koros, Jund, and me with my G/W aggro deck.

I get to face the other U/W control deck.
2-0
Skilled player, and a solid deck. It made top four at FNM the night before.

Round 1 Top 4
This game goes really fast. Vengevine, with a Baneslayer, Elspeth, and Gideon easily get's me there. Gideon and Elspeth are so good together.

Game 2:
-4 Steppe Lynx
-1 Thornling
-1 Baneslayer Angel
-1 Gideon Jura
-1 Student of Warfare
-1 Knight of the Reliquary

+3 Day of Judgment
+2 Pithing Needle
+1 Path to Exile
+3 Kor Sanctifier's

I went off on him again. He mulliguned to six, and got the hand I wanted. Three lands. Had a student, Knight, and Vengevine. I ended up with a Skyfisher in the draw and sealed the deal quickly due to him not getting anything to answer my team.

So far I feel good. I beat two decks I was worried about, and realize that Vengevine is crazy against U/W Control.

Final Game:
Jund
Skilled player, and super nice guy.

I couldn't asked to have played against a better guy. These are games I truly enjoy regardless if I win or lose.

A student, path, O-ring, and Vengevine beat's me through him. I feel solid and go to side board.

-4 Steppe Lynx
-1 Thornling
-1 Baneslayer Angel
-1 Gideon Jura
-1 Student of Warfare
-1 Knight of the Reliquary

+3 Day of Judgment
+2 Pithing Needle
+1 Path to Exile
+3 Kor Firewalker

I know he's running Sarkon(sp) the Mad, and the needles will keep him from dealing a ton of damage to me. Sadly he got stuck on four lands, and I got stuck on three. I did a turn two Kor Firewalker. I've got a Vengevine in hand, and he Blighting's me. That's fine. I discard the Vengevine cause I've got a Kor Skyfisher in hand, Path, and O-ring. He Thought Hem's me, and get's rid of Vengevine and stare's at my decklist. You can tell he was worried after seeing how powerful I looked. The two Skyfisher's hit the board for me with a Baneslayer and two O-rings. Firewalker get's my life up as I let his Bloodbraid Elf smack me some, and get rid of a few other threats. We both got stuck on low lands, but my deck can still perform on three.

I love my deck, and glad I'm hitting DC with the three bye's. Have to thank Matt for the help on building the deck, and Heath for the playtesting before the tourney.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Had a bad night...

2010-05-01T04:21:00.001-07:00

As many of you know I play Magic the Gathering. I went to play last night, and after making top 8 last week with the deck I turned around and started 0-2 this week. I was upset to say the least. The deck loses to board sweepers, and if your not drawing well you continue to lose. With no spot removal of your own you can't get rid of a threat they have.

I'm no longer playing Mythic. I play Bant a lot, and it's the newest version of it. I dislike it. If you don't get Finest Hour out early you lose. It's that simple. Yet you look at top 8's and their every where. I don't get it. It's partly me I know that much, but I do know how to pilot the colors. It just bothers me that even when I don't over extend a board sweeper still wreaks me. A 8/8 Knight of the Reliquary does nothing for you if it can be chumped blocked till they have an answer. I hate it lol

Here stand's a man.....

2010-04-27T14:46:00.000-07:00

Here stands a man before you. A man who is not Righteous nor Holy. Here is a man that if you could see his spiritual body then you would see it covered in Scar's. These Scars is that of Sin. here stand before you a man that is Imperfect. A man that is bound by flesh to always Sin. Yet the man that stands before you is always in struggle. The man before you is in a constant battle. A war waged on himself and the Sin that has left his body covered in Scars. With ever passing battle for each day he lives he fights so that he may strengthen himself against his weaknesses. A battle that he takes proud in. A path that he choose to walk and due to that rarely treaded path it has strengthened him. He has not done this for his own sake, but for the sake of others. For the ones that depend on his solitude. The man that stands before you is not perfect, but while walking down a path of struggle a peaceful smile is seen, and hearty but loud laugh can be heard as it echo's. His errors and past has made him stronger. Not only that but it has made him wiser. He knows that his fight with his flesh will only end once he passes through the gates, but it is a fight he is willing to endure till the end of time. His spirit will one day meet the one that is his Mentor and Friend. He is but a man that stands before you. Covered in the Scars of Sin as he continues along his journey. One that is Rightoues, and Holy. Proud of the man he has became through his battles The Man that stands before you is a Christian.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

WVU wins....

2010-03-27T18:39:00.000-07:00

And Kentucky loses. What's funny is I'm sure KYU fans are going to scream that they got bad calls. I hate to say it but WVU didn't get any calls. They tried to charges all night and all of them got called as blocks. WVU got beat to death, but being the beast from the Big East and having late game experience over the course of the season shows you who is better. Not only that WVU is the best team KYU has played against all year. Kentucky's schedule was weak all season, and the teams they played before WVU was weak as well.

GO WV

-Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Things are different

2010-02-15T06:13:00.000-08:00

20 years ago people wanted to work. Now of days no one does. Due to a lot of reasons. Most people just want that pay check to get their next fix, or you have people that have a job and expect to get paid for doing nothing. Who has drove by a state road construction area and see nearly everyone standing and doing nothing? We lose our power because the electric company fails to keep the lines clear. You see Aspen out who is hired by them, and their always sitting inside of their trucks.

What happened to people working? To wanting to get a job to provide for their families? The government happened. You can watch the news and see someone being interviewed. A mother with a little baby standing there get's asked why she wont get a job any where, even McDonald's? Why work she said. When McDonald's don't offer any health care for my baby. How can I pay for his doctor visit's and medicine?

There is the problem. Long ago money was giving to people who worked. They hit a rough patch and needed help with putting food on the table. Now of day's most of our tax paying money goes to people that live off of the system. Instead of being forced to work to put money back into the system we continue to spin down hill. The government keeps giving money to people who don't need it, like with their bail out money. Instead of giving people who need it. The American's that still work hard to pay their bills and food on the table.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

It's funny...

2010-01-19T17:34:00.000-08:00

I'm 26 years old and I don't act a bit all my age. I act like someone younger, and my understanding for life I seem much more mature then someone my age should be. Life in itself is truly amazing and I have so much I still want to do.

Maybe that is why I do not feel old. I still have hopes and dreams. I talk about years ago just as if they was yesterday and to me they are. I smile as I think of them.

Lately I've been really happy. Enjoying life and smiling. Regardless of all the doom and gloom that seems to be about I am happy. Life for me is wonderful. It's more then amazing in truth.

I'm extremely happy and I'm slowly learning how I leave my mark on people and the world. Just simply by being me and someone that no one seems to be able to forget about.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Infinity Ward

2009-12-16T13:26:00.000-08:00

You have disappointed me. If I knew your new game, Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2 did not have any beta testing I would not have bought it. I did, and the game is glitchy, and hack free. It takes a long time to find any games. It's worse then Halo. Sometimes when you do find a game it boots out a buddy in your party, or you get into an awesome glitch map.

Seriously this game is disappointing in many ways. Hackers, moder's, glitches, and all the other nonsense. If I can get my buddies to play Halo the game is traded in.

I think about life a lot....

2009-12-13T12:31:00.000-08:00

Often enough I think about life in general. What it means to be alive, and what it means to live as well. Those are two different things. Many times we let life slip by us. We do not think about many things because we feel its not important.

Life itself is important. Every little moment we have. We shouldn't let the bad one's out weigh all the good ones we experience. The touching moments in our lives, and the connections we have with others.

The emotion of love. It is what carries us through life. Moments that define us. Our being, our personality, and most of all our decisions. It is important that we remember those that we have lost. That we honor their being through our memories. Not only that, but by doing so we recall those times we cherish most. The times we love.

He must grasp what is before us, and hold tightly to it. Regardless of how dim the light may be, and the chances to over come all things seem impossible. We must fight for what we believe in and stand strong.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

So here I am....

2009-11-10T17:04:00.001-08:00

with some new thoughts. This time I'm not going to show any hate towards anyone, and that is if you would call it hate in the first place. I'm not going to go on about something I seen, or read recently. Granted there is much going on that I could easily rage on about.

No, today is not for such things. Just one thing alone. Giving the Lord the glory he deserves. The last two weeks it seems that I am slowly re-awaking in a spiritual sense. It's been a very long time since I've felt such a thing. His hand going over me and setting me in place. A clam coming over the storm as I begin a new path in my life.

I have started to eat right, and even walk. I don't walk as often as I should, but there's a lot of things I should do more often that I don't. I'm sure a lot of others out there are the same.

Nonetheless the Lord has blessed me. So as you read this why don't you praise him as well? Give him the honor and glory for the little things we tend to over look. For waking up, having food, clothing, and a home. Many people out there aren't as blessed as I am. Yet I'm sure many of them do not have the Lord in their life.

It's not often, and it's well missed that I go down the road singing and praising the Lord. Tears fill my eyes as a surge of light courses through my veins. The Holy Spirit coming down to let me know he see's me and he is blessing me.

I thank you Lord for every day of my life. Regardless what may happen each and everyday is a blessing from you. I walk down my path with my head held high, and proud of who I once was, who I am today, and the person I'm going to be down the road.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Sometimes I just feel it....

2009-09-28T10:54:00.000-07:00

and that is the beat to my own path. The sound of music as I look up into a clear blue sky. One that is as endless as the sea in beauty. Time stands still. Everything but me is motionless as I look ahead in my life. The time I have been on this earth, and the things that I have done. A tear comes, and slowly streams down my cheek. I have lived. To me, in my own way I have lived. I have walked a path most people don't walk let alone wish to walk. Indeed I have done many things on my own terms, and will continue to do so in life. I have hopes, and I have dreams like every other person out there. What makes me different? I'll do it. I'll live the life that I dream of. I'll walk, and with every beat of my song so will my heart beat. My body moving in fluid motion as the song plays, over and over. I am endless in who I am. I am endless in all that I do. I'm the person who you meet, and in some way or another I effect your life. Even if you don't see, or hear from me in years I will reappear and be the same I was then. A smile will cross your face, as well as mine as we talk about the past.

Like another other person out there I have faced harsh times, and I have smiled through them. I have laughed as I learned from that which life taught me for the day. Endless understanding of what is going on around me, and around others. Am I wise in man's knowledge? Indeed I am not. My wisdom does not come from understanding our hatred for those that is different then ourselves.

I am just a man, with endlessness. I pray, and hope that the day I must leave everyone's presence that I will not be forgotten. I want my words, my thoughts, and the single person I am to touch all. I want to be the one you speak of as you think about the past, and tell stories to your kids. I want to be in your hearts, and minds forever. Like a statue of some hero that has long went away, but is never forgotten.

As I walk down my own path my heart beats with each step while I move in a fluid motion of the music. Time stopping just for me as I tear streams down my face as I think about the past, but quickly removed with a smile and laughter as I think about the future.

I have a heart that wishes to never stop touching others.

-Peace and God Bless
Curtis

Sorry..

2009-09-17T05:01:00.000-07:00

I've not updated lately. Nothing new going on, nor something I've not ranted on about that you guys haven't read from me already. Life seems to be going pretty well. I got into an awesome raiding guild on Azgalor, By the Sword. Bluezooroarz is my pally tank, and I'm one of the best geared in the guild, and in the top 100 on the realm. The guild is 4th on the realm, and we're slowly working to move up. It takes a lot of work really. Getting hard modes done, and people doing their job. It takes a lot of work and time. It's awesome though.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Well...

2009-08-31T08:01:00.000-07:00

I raided a lot over the weekend. I spend a lot less money when I play WoW. A big reason I do. Something I can do at home that is fun. Sadly I got no gear this weekend. I've yet to get any new gear in the guild I joined, By the Sword. Granted they are the second ranked guild progression wise on Azgalor. I am geared like a monkey too, but I could be geared like a super monkey.

When something did drop, a priest rolled for the Tier set. I lost the roll, and just barely. What upset me is he has 226 gear rating pants, and I'm sitting at 213. I can tank all of Ulduar 10, and 25. I can tank all of 10 man Totc. I can tank 25man totc which I have done before. I just like getting the gear to easily tank stuff.

Anyways that's the end of my rant.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Foolishness

2009-08-28T03:27:00.001-07:00

That's all I really gotta some. Some people just piss me off, when I go out of my way for them.

So many things on my mind...

2009-08-17T18:19:00.000-07:00

I hate it when I go to lay down and there's so much stuff on my mind that its a bit insane. Overall my weekend had been great. Sadly I was given some bad news yesterday. Something that makes one think about life.

A friend died. I knew him, but not like my Dad did. He ran an auto shop, and done a lot of work for us. He was an upstanding guy. He was always great at helping us, and I'm sure he helped many others in her profession. He wasn't older then my Dad who is 52. I think he was in his late 40's. Had a massive heart attack while working in his shop Sunday evening. Someone happened to walk in and find him.

It really makes you think about life. Some people live one day at a time, and give everything they got that day. It's the way we all should live in truth. Even if we do mess up we can at least say we gave it our all. Try to live with no regrets. Live in the moment, and keep walking into the future. Something a lot of people struggle with.

I use to at one point. I'm hard headed so it took me a bit of time to line myself out. I'm feeling like I use to, and that's good. My life is lining itself out. I put my trust in the Lord and live in the moment, while walking into the future. I may not be perfect, and I know I wont ever be. Doesn't mean I wont try. I'll fall down, and get back up. No digging a hole for myself to crawl out of like I use to.

I understand that while in the flesh I will make mistakes. Some worse then others. I have to learn from those, and try my best to move forward. Its something we all need to do in our lives.

It really bothers me when someone let's the past keep them at bay. Keeping them from reaching the sky, and even beyond. The live in their somber of sadness. There is nothing wrong with remember those that have already left us. There is something wrong with not moving into the future. They wouldn't want that for us. I know my Mother wouldn't want me to somber in my sorrows and despair.

So stand back on your feet. Grip the reins of destiny and pave your own path. Cut through the darkness in your heart and bask in the Light. Let it fill you with joy you had once forgotten and reach for the sky. Cutting through the blue sky and reaching your dreams in the stars.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Just seen a bad wreak

2009-08-07T13:59:00.001-07:00

Surprise something happened in Crum, and like normal it wasn't something good. Coming off the hill into our town a car hit another car pulling out. The girl that got hit never see the car coming off the hill. She got smashed. She had to be cut out of her car. Sadly the Ambulance never get's to our area in a quick manner. We have a station, but can't afford to have the man power or vehicles. Sadly she goes to church and has no family around here. Our Youth Group leader basically raised the girl. I pray everything goes well. I ask any that reads this to pray for her as well. She was talking out of her head, and was asking what the white light was for.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

For a long time...

2009-08-07T05:03:00.000-07:00

I was stuck in life. What do you mean you may ask? I was happy doing nothing. I was working for Dollar General, and accepted that. Then something changed one day. I got tired of what I was doing with my life. I felt like I was doing nothing. Truth be told I was. I was killing myself for a company that didn't care how hard I was working. They wanted me to be there all the time. Not to brag but I am a good worker. There was a lot of changes that needed to be made in that store and I was one doing my full job.

Nonetheless I was getting dragged down. At one point I wasn't even able to get Sunday's off to attend church. This was a big bother for me. I miss the word of God, and the feeling that runs through my spirit when I am blessed from his word. Maybe that's greedy. I do enjoy church and missing it wasn't acceptable.

My Father offered me to take over one of the business's my family runs. I done so. I get more time off, and make more money as well. Best of all I get to attend church. Yet I still felt like there was something more I wanted to do.

This is where my next step happens. I had nearly completed a two year degree. Due to running out of finical aid and my Father, at the time, not wanting to help me in any form or fashion. Thankfully he got away from the person dragging him down, and because of it our relationship is greatly improved. I started to pray about making a change to do something with my life. I asked the Lord for one of two things. Make a way for me to attend college, or I'll join the Navy. Well it's obvious I went back to school. My best friend's grandfather is paying my way through college. Which is such a big blessing by itself. Words can not compare to how greatful I am.

I now have a two year degree after two semester's. In the next few weeks I'll be attending Marshall University to work on a four year degree in education. I hope I get to do something in computers. If not I'm sure I'll find what I want to do most of all.

I have to say that every day I am blessed. I got a newer truck over the summer. 95 s-10 that was about to kick the bucket for a 2000 Ford Ranger that my family paid for out of one of our business's. It wasn't expensive, but it's a nice little truck. 4x4, four door, and extended cab. It's what I wanted. It's already been great on the trips that I have took so far with it.

Yes I like to travel. I have been for something I enjoy playing a lot. Magic the Gathering. It's a card game I greatly enjoy. It makes me sit down, and think. Trying to plan ahead of what I'm going to do, and figuring out what my opponents plan is at the same time. I have placed 25th in two PTQ's. I've not been to any recently and probably wont start again till next summer due to college, work, and maybe another reason.

It's hard telling about me in truth. I'm random in most things I do. I get the urge to do something and I do it. There are a few things that has my single focus, and I will finish out those goals. I may have started on college years ago, but that is one goal that will be finished. It is my main focus.

Thank you all for reading my blog. I know I've not posted much lately. Once school starts and I'll have less free time to play games and be with friends I know I'll post more. Helps me clear my mind when I'm stressed out.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

It's been a long time...

2009-07-28T16:37:00.000-07:00

Since I've posted on my blog. I've had much on my mind the last few months, and truth be told it's to much to go over in one sitting. Over the next few days I'll go over what has been on my mind, and let those feelings out and onto my blog. Until then I am still alive.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

This is how I feel....

2009-06-15T11:57:00.000-07:00

It's hard to sleep when I feel this way. Even when it's obvious that I'm so tired. It's hard to explain how I feel. I feel as if I am at peace, and at a much greater understanding about everything. It's wonderful in full truth. I get this burst of energy, one could say, once a month anymore. It's happened at least once a month for several months now.

I can honestly say I am happy with life. I'm fat, but I'm happy with myself. I am slowly losing a bit of weight, and life in itself is just great. I'm single, and the happiest I have been in ages. Probably the happiest I have been since my Mother died.

Those where the days. Not a care in the world until my world came crashing down. I had so much to learn and in such little time back then. I was completely cut off by my Father at the time to go along with my new pain.

I can say it has took me years to fully get over the death of my Mother. I can say now that I have. Yes when I truly give it much thought tears fill my eyes. They have seen much in my short life. I know I'll get to see more.

I feel it going through my soul. It is unexplainable. I wonder how many people get this feeling. I need to find a way to use it to help others. To some how touch people in a good way, and fill them with joy. It's better then anything in this life. Peace, and joy.

It is like my soul is wrapped up in warmth that never ends.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

That's flat out crazy...

2009-06-11T17:55:00.000-07:00

I'm sitting here chilling waiting for the Lakers and Magic game to start. This little seven year old is standing there to sing the nation anthem. She flat out killed it. It was insane how good she was at such a young age. That's flat out crazy.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

I have to say....

2009-06-09T19:45:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I get rays of inspiration. It's amazing the feeling that comes across me. It is like my mind has been set free. it's more then wonderful. A feeling of calm and peace enters my soul and becomes part of me. I can feel it course through my veins as if it was my own blood. It is my life, and my essence. Everything that I have slowly become over the years that is full of knowledge and wisdom.

There's nothing better then the feeling of pure peace in my body. The most calming feeling that I have ever expereinced and pray that I continue to recieve such an amazing blessing. It is almost as if everything stands still as my body is consumed with this splended feeling.

It is truly amazing. I have to remember that no matter what hardships I my face on my path to just sit back and do nothing. Sometimes doing nothing, is in truth doing something. To just sit, and stare at what is before you. To let that feeling of consumed peace and wisdom course through your body and mind. To enter your soul and let it become one with you. It is you.

It is me. Sometimes when this feeling sweeps over me I am nearly brought to tears. It's undoubted unexplainable even though I try my mightist to let you have some insight on my life.

To many I am no one, but to many I am everything. I may see you one day, and never see you again for years down the road only to reappear. I'm not much different then what I once was, but I have become greater. The impact I have on one is great.

I know this because many has told me so. The memories that I leave with them. Forever I am apart of that person. They will never forget that moment in time, nor will I.

Every day is the greatest day of my life. Something amazing always happens and I am there to experience. The good, the bad, and the down right ugly days. Each day is a learning experience. I try every day to learn something about myself and who I am.

It's hard to explain me. When you see my smile, and hear my life it is that of the greatest joy. When I am sad it is the greatest sadness one will every see. When you see tears something of great feelings has emerged.

Peace and God Bless,
Curtis

Failed this weekend

2009-06-08T05:57:00.000-07:00

I went to a PTQ last Saturday in Louisville Ky. Trying to get to Pro Tour Austin Texas. I thought my deck was strong, and due to a few things I have no control over I went 5-3. Two of my loses from 5cc Bloodbraid which is retarded with cascading. I had no sideboard for it because I feared B/W Tokens was going to be every where so my sideboard was heavy for Tokens and Faries. Nonetheless I seen each deck once. Beat the B/W Tokens and lost to Faries due to mana screw and second game him having the best hand they could ask for.

I know I'm going to do more playing, making changes, and all that good stuff. I plan on getting ready for Columbus and winning there since I didn't win in Louisville.

Peace,
Curtis

Sometimes I just don't know....

2009-04-27T18:05:00.000-07:00

I didn't even give this any thought till a friend came over today. Then it really crossed my mind. Truth be told it does on a regular basis. I've just been to busy trying to study to notice.

I'm lonely. Out of all the people I know I never thought I'd be the one still single and here I am. Nearly all my buddies are married. Not only that but I don't like it.

I feel I've done something stupid. I've burned down so many bridges with girls it is retarded, and I regret that. I've hurt so many girls, and just turned my back on a few over silly stuff. I shouldn't have. There's one I think about more then I should. I feel I don't even have a chance to attempt to get her back, let alone fully get her back.

When I really sit down and think about it. Well it's depressing. I guess that's why I try to keep myself busy. That way I wont have to think about it.

It would be nice to have someone I connect too, and I've lost many I did with. I know my words probably don't matter since I've let her down several times before. While typing this I actually express my feelings to the fullest.

Forgive me, not only am I a jerk but a fool.

Peace,
Curtis

Thousands rally with 'tea parties' on tax day

2009-04-15T19:48:00.000-07:00

Thank Obama for not saving our debt, and continuing spending money. So much you've spent is more then what the last three presidents done.

I'm so glad America voted you in so we can continue to lose money, and sell our debt to China. Before long we're going to be called the United States of China. Then World War Three will happen.

Many people are very upset with how Obama is doing things. I'm not tickled about it, but I didn't vote for the man either. Yahoo Article where people are upset, and having 'tea parties' on tax day.

Maybe I'll have one myself, or ask what classmates wish to join me in a late rally.

No, we wont be heard from Logan WV, but I'm not excited about our constant spending spree.

It's worse then a rich girl getting what she wants.

Yes we made History and we have a black president. We're still making history at having a failing economy for so long that we're on the brink of a second depression. There's no need to lie about.

You want to know how to fix it? Government spending needs to be focused on creating jobs.

Say 4mil jobs are made. That's more people paying for a home, and all the bill's that come with it. Those companies are going to need more people for customer support. Look, more jobs! Next those 4mil working people need food, and clothing. Business's are going to get busier, and will have to hair extra help. Look, more jobs!

Then all those people will spend more, and so forth. It's about us, as a people working and spending money. If we spend less, and business slows down then people get laid off and we lose more money in the long run.

Spend people. Spend like crazy because people are giving crazy deals.

I'm about to get a crazy deal on a new vehicle soon because mine fails. It run's great, but the look of a 95 that is slowly denigrating on its own isn't.

This man is my hero

2009-04-09T18:14:00.000-07:00

Click here to read the full article from yahoo. A 13 year old girl ran up her families phone bill over 4k. Nearly 5k actually, and guess what. Her father took a hammer to the phone and smashed it. Most parent's these days would not have done that, nor grounded their daughter.

She went form A's and B's to F's within a few months, and you know what is funny. She was texting while in class. As you can tell the teachers in our education system, well not where I live, aren't doing their jobs. Naturally the Parents are trying to get phones banned from use at school, and they should be. A parent should be able to call the school if there is an emergency and vise versa. It was like that in my day, and where I live we still don't get a signal.

Props to the Parents for taking control of their kid. That will at least be one person that contributes to this country like they should when they grow up.

Thanks for reading,
Curtis

Magic the Gathering....

2009-04-09T16:07:00.000-07:00

Something most people do not know about me is I play Magic The Gathering. I have since I was about 13. On and off for years, and i will continue to do so.

Why? Because it is a wonderful game. I mostly play due to having fun, and I enjoy going to events. I would be thrilled to qualify for the pro-tour once, and will probably make it a goal of mine now.

After several days...

2009-03-10T12:18:00.001-07:00

I have came to a conclusion. It's odd where I get my sources of motivation from but there is one thing common. That is Tomorrow. It's what we strive for in life. Some more then others I have realized.

We as people have no limits. I have seen this in myself. The last several years I have put limits, or one could say excuses on myself. At one point of change I could be whoever I want, and do whatever I like.

Slowly I am changing myself back to that which I once was, but carrying something new with me. I strive for a greater Tomorrow for myself. I am striving to change myself in ways while still holding onto my soul.

It is a long, and slow fight I may say. It's hard to not change because as a person we change every day. Our thoughts and actions. Everything we once was and now are. I have seen people change with their limits off. Very few stay the same in such a way.

Another thing in life is one can not make everyone happy. I am going to make mistakes, and that is not going to cause me to limit myself. It will help me push forward.

I will strive for the heaven's and break all barriers that hold me back. I will be the hand that changes everything. I will fight for what is right regardless if I am looked down on for it. I will stand strong for my believes, and I will stand strong for my Tomorrow.

That is something that no one can take away from me. That is something I can. I will break all limits put on myself with my bare hands. I will sweat and bleed if need be to become that which I am.

I am the one you never forget. I am the one that is always in the back of your mind. Never change, and always moving forward. I will be the one you remember for inspiration. I will be the one you remember for comfort, and laughter.

I am him that will change everything, while not changing in the process.

-Curtis

Just great....

2009-02-22T08:02:00.000-08:00

There are a lot of things I didn't like about Obama. We just have 1.6 trillion dollars out in stimulus bills. That's crazy. Not only that now taxes are going to be raised. The two bad things about it.

First off the rich get's taxed more. The more you make then you pay out a lot more. Raising taxes on the rich wont help us. Why tax people to death that actually has money to spend? They'll stop spending. It's happened in the past, and will again.

Why raise taxes on Business? We pay out taxes every month, and depending on your business you pay taxes on equipment and so forth. We own two small business's. I can't imagine how much we'll get to pay out now.

What else is Obama thinks this will help the Home Market.

That is why I didn't vote for Obama. He's spending left and right, and then wanting to tax us. Small Business's is the countries economy. You gut us, and then the country will get hurt as well.

Thanks for reading,
Curtis

Oh well..

2009-02-17T09:48:00.001-08:00

Nothing to exciting has been going on. The non-stop of work and college, and me scratching my head about where my money is. From today and so on I'm going to write down when I spend money, where it was at, and what it was for.

I should have at least an extra $500 each month and I don't. >.<

Peace,
Curtis

Update on things....

2009-02-02T03:22:00.000-08:00

I've been some what busy, and sometimes I just forget to post on here. Nothing new going on really. Graduating from college this Semester, still playing games, watching anime, and just being me.

Just got done watching the Super Bowl last night. I was reading news where a blogger was upset because the last play wasn't being reviews. While he was upset that the Cardinals didn't win they actually did review the play. I was on the phone watching as they waited to official call it a fumble.

I wanted both teams to win. Warner because he would get into the Hall of Fame if he went back at his age and won. Now he may not now. I did want Pitt to win though. I enjoy their style of football and watching their games.

Thank's for reading,
Curtis

Florida are the National Champions...

2009-01-09T04:05:00.000-08:00

and I'm happy with that. I felt that was the game it was suppose to be. A hard fight game and not a blow out everyone thought it was going to be. Florida stepped it up when a lot of people was giving Oklahoma high standards up to the game. Simply put, Tim Tebow is the man. He should have won the Heisman, and this proves it even more.

USC and Utah can cry all they want. We watch the game last night that was suppose to be.

Thanks for reading,
Curtis

Once again...

2009-01-03T08:05:00.000-08:00

I'm sick and I really dislike it. Maybe three weeks ago I had that crazy stomach virus. Went on vacation with my family and guess who is sick once again. Yes me. I need to work all this month too, and have to get ready for college. Hopefully I'll get better in the next day or two. A lot of things are happening this month. College, work, and going to meet a certain someone. Being sick + no money = a sad blue :(

Thanks for reading,
Curtis

Snowball fight after Seahawks and Jetts game..

2008-12-23T19:06:00.000-08:00

and it's silly. Both sides feel that someone could have been hurt from a snow ball. The players and staff walking into the locker room, to Shaun Ellis who threw snow balls back from the Jetts team.

It's a snow ball folks. Maybe the fun's were not doing it for good fun, but Ellis claims he did. Nonetheless I've never heard of anyone being killed by a snow ball
This is something that should have been over looked instead of Ellis getting fined for $10,000.00. That's insane.

From Yahoo Sports

Thanks for reading,
Curtis

Texas Tech get's crushed.....

2008-11-23T04:54:00.000-08:00

If anyone watch Oklahoma and Texas Tech then you probably did what I done. Watched something else. Oklahoma literally played their best game of the season, while Tech played their worse. I was expecting Tech to win, but I guess having a week off gave Oklahoma the edge. Sometimes the team after your by week can be a win, or a lose depending on who it is. After a two weeks of not playing a team you do lose a step. Your not in rhythm and so forth.

Last night though. I just shook my head and changed the channel.

Thanks for reading,
Curtis

Teen kills himself over a web cam in front of an audience....

2008-11-22T06:10:00.000-08:00

This is simply sad, and not just for one reason. It's sad when someone is at a point in their life where they take away that gift. What makes it worse is that several people was watch and done nothing. Only hours later someone contacted the website, and then they contacted the police. He laid there for hours, upon hours. His life could have easily been saved.

For the Full read click here!

Wrath of the Lich King....

2008-11-12T15:38:00.000-08:00

I'll be camping it after class tonight at gamestop and get the expansion. Installing it on the way home, and play it tomorrow lol

I'll get home at like 1am and getting up for work at 6-7am. Ya tomorrow will suck till I boot up my laptop at the hotel and start WoW.

I'm excited about the new content.

Thanks for reading,
Curtis

There is a change coming....

2008-11-06T19:52:00.001-08:00

nothing in life is given to us. We must run to our goal, and not stop. That is my fight. I will fight to make a better life for myself. I wont look back any longer. I do not care what others think of me. Their not the one running with me. I must change my life.

I can't not sit and wait any longer. I will make things better even if it brings me immense pain to do so. I'll reach my goals. I'll fight for them each and every single day of my life.

I will stop for nothing, and for no one. You can think I'm stubborn, or even crazy. But it's out there. My dreams and wishes. I'll make them true. I'll never give up on that. I'll become the person I want to be, and not what everyone want's me to be.

I'll be everything. I will be the light. I will inspire others with passion.

-Curtis

It's funny...

2008-11-05T16:02:00.001-08:00

A lot of Christians voted for Obama. What's funny is when I asked they why would they vote for a man that is for gay marriage and abortion. One said it was irrelevant. My next question for that person was, "How will you answer for voting for someone that isn't the same believes for you? How do you think God will respond?"

They never thought of it that way.

Thanks for reading,
Curtis

Obama wins...

2008-11-05T03:09:00.000-08:00

and all hope is lost. In full honestly Obama is known for voting for higher taxes, and more spending. Wit the House being democrat as well things will go for Obama in a much easier way. If you really think he's going to lower taxes for 95% of middle class, well I wont say it. Raising taxes during a bad economic time that we're in would be insane, and lower taxes would be best. He's not known for such things, and even mentioned he was going to raise taxes during his campaign.

Something else that bothers me is he plans on shutting down coal. Every aspect of it will be gone. This country runs on at least 49% coal. Losing coal will not only cripple our energy but it will also cause the economy to worsen. More people with less jobs, and less more going back into the economy.

The bad thing is he's so cocky that he's already suggesting a second term. He's not even sworn in yet!

I really hope for once I'm wrong but I have such a bad feeling.

Thanks for reading,
Curtis

Obamo and coal

2008-11-02T14:09:00.000-08:00

Watch this video, and think our great a president he will be.

Click here to watch!

It's beyond wrong. Coal is what runs this country, and running it will not only put us into the dark age it will also raise unemployment and the economy will only get worse.

Thanks for reading,
Curtis

The coming election...

2008-10-31T18:18:00.000-07:00

is something I am not looking forward to. We have a choice to put in a socialist or a non-socialist. If Obama get's to become President there wont be any jobs left in America. You think over sea jobs are bad now. Just wait till then. Also there are people in WV and KY voting for Obama, when he said people that hold onto religion and guns are ignorant. I'm sorry but I am not going to vote for someone that feels I am uneducated.

My faith and enjoyment of shooting a gun has nothing to do with my understanding of life. Not only that but his funding came from the Middle East. That alone shows how bad they want him to win.

He wont ever take action against another country while McCain would.

I fear Obama is going to win. Especially with e-voting. It's beyond to easy to hack.

I fear the worse, and if Congress is voted in as Democrate it will get worse.

Look at Nationwide Health Insurance. It takes months to get an actually surgery and when you finally get the surgery that person is so bad off they just patch them up and tell them their going to die. Look at Canada. They have Nationwide Health Insurance. Many people from Canada come here to get surgery so they can live.

We'll lose jobs, our rights, our way of life, and lose friends, families, and loved ones if Obama get's in.

I'm not one to speak up, but I can not sit aside and so nothing.

Thanks for reading,
Curtis

Really tired..

2008-10-29T16:14:00.000-07:00

For some reason last night I couldn't sleep. I was up till 3am and I got up at 7am to make sure my dad got up for work. Nothing new has been going on really. Just been sick, working, and doing stuff for college.

Trying to find someone to go out with. Problem is finding someone that isn't into drugs and so forth. Not for me, and never will be. Even before I joined church I didn't want to go out with anyone that is on drugs.

They ruin your life, period.

Aside from that life is great for me. I look forward to every day.

Thanks for reading,
Curtis

Not much going on...

2008-10-21T04:15:00.000-07:00

Aside from being busy with college I did go golfing with my old man and some buddies Sunday. Been sick since Sunday night so not much is going on.

Sorry for a short entry. Not up for writing a lot.

-Curtis

Over the years....

2008-10-09T17:26:00.001-07:00

It's amazing how things change over the years. I look around me and notice that the people around me have changed. My life has changed as well for that matter. I was once now, but now I am found. I was blind and now I see. I am more motivated then what I once was. My focus has changed in this life though under the skin I am no different.

I have been found, but I am not perfect. I am no longer blind, and I walk a clearer path. My the path I walk is not the easiest. Yet it's the one I chose for myself. I can say I am happy.

I am very happy. I work hard to earn my grades, to make money, and have things. I love my family, and my friends. I love the Lord dearly. Words can not express how much I am thankful. I am beyond blessed. I do not deserve what I have received.

My Lord is a Lord full of grace and love. He is caring. He is my strength. I am strong because of him. I am wise because he put me there to learn. I have happiness because he has given me true friends and true love.

With him I have everything, and without him I have nothing. Though I wont lie. I have lost many things. At the same time I have gained many things. Over the years in my life I have became a much better person.

People make me happy. I make people happy. I am only one person in this life. A life many may feel is empty. Life is what you make of it. I had someone tell me once. "The Lord will not help you if your not willing to help yourself."

That is true on so many levels. So many levels I can't fully describe it's real meaning. Yet I do understand. There are so many people that lay down. They lay down because things are no longer handed to them. They lay down because it is hard. They lay down because something bad happened to them.

It's easy to give up on life. I thought about it once. I believe that even for a while I had done so. I lived for nothing. I was once going through the motions. A false truth. A false joy and smile.

It had been a while since I laughed. By that I mean a laugh that will not stop. One where I lose my breath, and tears roll down my cheek. A laugh that hurts. The laugh of joy. How I love it. It's sound and feeling.

It is far better then any drug or drink. It can not be replaced. This joy is only obtain when you live.

What do you live for? What do you wake for in the mornings? What pushes you forward?

I know what moves me. No one can take that from me. No one can tell me if I am going to Heaven or Hell. No one can tell me if I am wrong or right. I will walk the path I see fit. It is not the easiest path. It's funny. That's the path I want to walk more then anything else.

I want to struggle for something great. Then when it is over I want to stand victorious and I will.

Thanks for reading,
Curtis

Gundam Seed Destiny...Pt2

2008-10-09T17:21:00.000-07:00

I finally finished GSD. It was amazing. I was fearful things wouldn't work out how I hoped, but I was wrong. It's an amazing series and everyone should pick up Gundam Seed and Gundam Seed Destiny. The only problem is that I've grown so attached to these characters I want to see a true ending. An ending that shows what they worked for and sacrificed is. I went to see the end product of their labor. Truly a show I will watch again though I warn you 100 episodes is a lot to watch. It is amazing. The story, characters, simply all of it. To anyone who has not seen it go see it as soon as you can. It is worth the money.

Thanks for reading,
Curtis

Playing iRO again

2008-10-08T13:25:00.001-07:00

Playing Ragnarok online again. My RO wife from years ago still plays which is great ^_^ She is a wonderful person. Yes folks you can get married on this game lol

She started playing WoW so I'll probably start playing that with her. Going to try and get a whitesmith. Right now I'm a level 80 Blacksmith. Something that will take time but I should have been trans a long time ago.

Well have a good one folks,
Curtis

Sometimes I just think....

2008-10-02T20:58:00.000-07:00

Teach me sorrow
If your eyes are closed
You wont see sorrow either
If you live without knowing warmth
You wont get hurt
A soft voice I can't recall
Within the depths of my morning heart
From my long forgotten past
Someone is calling to me
When will you take back
The sorrow with your own hands
This moment that will never come again
I see only you
Far away, quietly, shining
There's a gentle boat
Afloat on surges of grief
Between the waves, it disappears in me
Why, a warmth I shouldn't know
Searching the confusing depths
The ripples spread
Life's ship is sailing on
Can't see a single star
Advancing between the waves, going through
Beyond the darkness
I see only you

That is the words to one of the songs on Gundam Seed Destiny. To me it's very meaningful. A person in another country wrote this, and it fully connected with me. It made me think about my past, my current situation, and what I want with my future. There are a lot of paths to life. Some say a path that is not walked is simply a path that never existed. Is that really true? I'm sure everyday and everyone during that day say's why didn't I do this, or that? When we make a decision then we must take action. Once we decide the path we shall walk down then we move. We take one step at a time. Watching and learning as we do. Over time during that path we grow. Some of us change, and some change in a way that it is unseen. We become more mature. We grow in age and wisdom. A wonderful thing in truth. Wisdom is more then just knowledge. It's more then being filled with information. It's something you know deep in your heart and soul. That is Wisdom. It's what makes us passionate about anything. Maybe it's our art, or our writings. It's what we believe in more then any object in this world.

I am but a man. A simple one for that matter. I know what I love. I know what makes me smile. I have choosen that path a long time ago and the one I am walking is not the easiest for me. I have faced many adversities over the years. Dealing with the death of loved ones. Seeming myself fail and not achieving greatest from the start. Struggling to stand for what I believe in. Fighting for my path and my way.

I am but a man. I am different. I have changed, and I have not changed. When you see me I am the same I always was. Smiling, and laughing. Filled with joy. Yet I am moving forward. Though their are days that are a constint battle. A war that I fight fearcly so that I may achieve my goals. My path puts me at battle with those I wish not to do battle with. It pains me in truth. It is something that I can not easily cast aside. I feel bad for it. I have faced a few regrets in my life. Those leave over time, but I still think of them.

To tell you the truth there is nothing I'd change about my past. If I do that then I wouldn't be who I am today. A much better person.

One can not hold onto the past for the past doesn't wish to move along with us. It is best to let go of it, and move forward.

Thank you for reading,

Curtis Copley

My thoughts for the day...

2008-09-25T19:32:00.000-07:00

It's funny. Without noticing one can let their life simply fly by them. Without a glance it is gone. Your dreams, and wishes nothing more then a faint memory. It is almost as you sleep them away. With each passing night of rest you slowly forget them. Odd isn't it? Theres a lot of things I'd rather do then what I am doing at this moment. Right now I rest in a hotel room waiting to work the next day. I'll sleep tonight, and that's another moment I forget my dreams.

I have a moments though. Greatest enters my mind. I take my sit, and I begin to write. It is what I enjoy most of all in truth. Something I rarely do and it's one of my greater joys. Funny isn't it? I feel at peace when I release my thoughts. I release my experiences in lief and share them with others. I am one that watches and studies. Then I make my move. I am a thinker, a strategist. I am one that waits, though my patients does run out from time to time.

One day I will have that which I wish. I will have my ever lasting peace that the Lord has given me. I am not perfect, and I am not strong for that matter. In the sand when you see my path and you only notice one set of foot prints. That is because he is carrying me. He helps me along the way.

He makes me better. He makes me greater. I realize that I am no longer alone in this life. For many days, and nights I felt cold. My body as well as my mind was numb. I cared for no one let alone for myself. I used whoever I felt like, and did what I liked. I was bad.

Bad my friends is an understatement. I know now that I am me. I put my grief behind me. I left it sitting along time ago. I carry no more burdens, and worries in this life. I walk step by step, and take one day at a time. Each day is filled with blessings in several ways. Sometimes it may not be the way I want it, but any gift from above is a good gift.

I am him. I am love, and I am pain. I am hate, and I am happiness. I am loneness, and I am laughter. I am tears, and I am a smile. I am the one and only. No one will ever be like me in this lifetime, nor any other life time. No one will fill the void as I do, nor walk as I do. I am a child of God. I am a friend to Jesus as he is a friend to me.

I am many things. I understand many things. I understand far greater then my years. I am calm, and not hasty. I am him. I am Curtis Copley. I am the same the day you meet me, and will be the same the last time you see me. I do not move. My mind and heart rest in one place alone.

No one can change my faith. No one knows my relationship with the Lord. I will reach above all others and soar past my obsticals. I will climb the greatest of walls, and run the path that is the longest and roughest.

I am the one that walks the path others avoid.

Gundam Seed Destiny...

2008-09-25T19:15:00.000-07:00

I just finished Disk Six and I have to say. The more I watch the more I want to see. Destiny is just as good as the first GS. The story is just as compelling and it's wonderful to see our favorite cast continue to grow. We're getting to see a lot of things we hoped for, and a lot of things we never thought of. This is truly one of the greatest anime's I've seen. One of the greatest I'll ever probably see for that matter.

It's a great show. Any anime fan needs to watch it.

2008-09-25T16:36:00.000-07:00

Light once shattered in vain
Now calls us awake
From the place where
Sadness echoes and disappears

So little time...

2008-09-15T16:20:00.000-07:00

Don't you hate it when you have a day where there's so much to do, and not enough time to finish everything up? I'm at that cross road today. Actually its a huge cross road. I have a lot of homework to do, regular work to do, and as always there's something to do in the house. Heck I'm ready to take a nap lol I'd rather be goofing off right now then worrying about all that stuff.

Oh well. That's life, and you have to love it. Hopefully my Dad is working on the trailer and van.

Thanks for reading,
Blue

The world of Blue.....

2008-09-13T12:07:00.001-07:00

Welcome everyone to the first post of my new blog. I'll have links to my other blogs on here that is about certian things. The focus of this blog is simply me. This is a look into my life. I talk about real life issues, work, college, and ect....

You'll get to look into me. My writings, rantings, and opinion. This is my world, live in it.

Thanks for reading,
Blue